Almost Two years later

Hi, so I haven't been on in almost two years because well my life has been chaos .

And heres why:

After big Dan went to the hospital ,he ended up in heart surgery and then a coma . Dan Wayne Clark Sr. Died March 22, 2015

So away we ( his mother and I) went planning a funeral and burrying the father of my children .

Fast forward to the end of August 2015 the bank sells the house we are renting and we end up living with my mother until the new year  when we finally find a house . I live here with my children from January 1st until March 21 2016 , when once again my life was turned upside down .

Our social worker decided that my children needed to be removed from their home. For to this day unexplained reasons . We've been to a few court dates and and have 2 children home perminantly. We have visits with the other 3 for now . We are hoping to have everyone home for christmas. Oh yea luckily my children are staying with my mother through all of this .

Okay so now you are probably wondering who we actually is . His names Aiden , and well we are engaged .I know it seems fast for some but its not . We've been friends for years, and liked each ither , just never said anything .Its a really cute long story that I'll get into at another time .We will be getting married 100% on Saturday April 14, 2018.Our wedding theme is Batman and We are All  beyond excited .

holy shopping trip

Okay so the last few days my brains been a jumbled mess of everything..the only time I get to try and think straight right now is when they are in bed..With big D in the hospital things have just been go go go and I've been trying to just keep busy with thing anything I went grocery shopping like crazy today.. haven't shopped like that in a long time it was exhausting.  

BLAH!!!

Hi so today and last night sucked Big Dans in the hospital don't really know whats happening there .. Our social worker showed up this morning and yea . Other then that my father-in-law is heading up there now to hook Big Dans phone up so we have some sort of communication. And I'm just playing this thing day by day . not sure how aware the kids are of the whole thing  I just told them that daddy was sick and had to stay with doctors for a while .

the deal with Water nails

So in my opinion the water nails didn't work. Most likely because I don't have long enough nails. I feel it would work better if I could ever grow nails which will never happen. Seriously been trying to grow my nails for years.

Verdict :unless you have serious nails stick to painting your nails the usual way 

Water nails ??

So I'm going to be attempting the new nail polish thing tomorrow .The one where you put multiple colours in water and do your nails that way .Sorry  I've always sucked at explaining things I hope  someone understands what I'm talking about . But yea that's what I'm doing tomorrow it's going to my little experiment and maybe I'll let my daughter join in the fun . I'll be making a video and posting it to youtube tomorrow afternoon some time . I'll also write on here about how it went and put a link in the bottom with the video ect. 

Packing and Jaxxs first 4 months

Hi so long story short we're moving so there's a ton of packing happening . Also want to warn you that I'll probably disappear for a while until we hook up our internet again . After that's done I'll post regularly probably every Tuesday ,Thursday , and every other Friday once we're hooked up with internet . 

In the past 4 months Jaxx has gained and lost weight and is now 14lbs 5oz . He now rolls over from tummy to back , holds his head up , is starting to sit up while assisted ,smiles ,cues and attempts to laugh . 

What New !!

  HI guys sorry it's been so long been busy with the kids and getting ready for school . So what have you missed ? Jaxx is now    2 months old . The twins are walking ,Avianna turned 3 ,Raiden turned 5 and is in SK  . And Jaxx has an appointment to figure out what the deal with his weight is on the 11th.