holy shopping trip

Okay so the last few days my brains been a jumbled mess of everything..the only time I get to try and think straight right now is when they are in bed..With big D in the hospital things have just been go go go and I've been trying to just keep busy with thing anything I went grocery shopping like crazy today.. haven't shopped like that in a long time it was exhausting.  

BLAH!!!

Hi so today and last night sucked Big Dans in the hospital don't really know whats happening there .. Our social worker showed up this morning and yea . Other then that my father-in-law is heading up there now to hook Big Dans phone up so we have some sort of communication. And I'm just playing this thing day by day . not sure how aware the kids are of the whole thing  I just told them that daddy was sick and had to stay with doctors for a while .

the deal with Water nails

So in my opinion the water nails didn't work. Most likely because I don't have long enough nails. I feel it would work better if I could ever grow nails which will never happen. Seriously been trying to grow my nails for years.

Verdict :unless you have serious nails stick to painting your nails the usual way 

Water nails ??

So I'm going to be attempting the new nail polish thing tomorrow .The one where you put multiple colours in water and do your nails that way .Sorry  I've always sucked at explaining things I hope  someone understands what I'm talking about . But yea that's what I'm doing tomorrow it's going to my little experiment and maybe I'll let my daughter join in the fun . I'll be making a video and posting it to youtube tomorrow afternoon some time . I'll also write on here about how it went and put a link in the bottom with the video ect. 

Packing and Jaxxs first 4 months

Hi so long story short we're moving so there's a ton of packing happening . Also want to warn you that I'll probably disappear for a while until we hook up our internet again . After that's done I'll post regularly probably every Tuesday ,Thursday , and every other Friday once we're hooked up with internet . 

In the past 4 months Jaxx has gained and lost weight and is now 14lbs 5oz . He now rolls over from tummy to back , holds his head up , is starting to sit up while assisted ,smiles ,cues and attempts to laugh . 

What New !!

  HI guys sorry it's been so long been busy with the kids and getting ready for school . So what have you missed ? Jaxx is now    2 months old . The twins are walking ,Avianna turned 3 ,Raiden turned 5 and is in SK  . And Jaxx has an appointment to figure out what the deal with his weight is on the 11th. 

Horror movie

Hi so we're home and I refuse to EVER have surgery again 100% .Why ? Because everytime I go into an operating room I feel like I'm in some weird Horror movie . I'm strapped to a table surrounded by people I know are there to make sure nothing goes wrong but it still gives me the creeps .

Theres more then just the strange feeling  of the operating table to this story too. It seems everytime I end up in that room they take something ,I lose blood I'm not supposed to or they don't do something I've asked .

What am I talking about for those who don't know me ,my first section  was because of a cyst blocking things . the second I ended up in a blood transfusion .. and the third they refused to tie my tubes . Why? because by law you have to be 25 OR have at least 3 children .. but because I'm not 25 my doctor decided it was better to cover her A**