Classes , Packing and 100th day

Monday -
    Aiden and I got up ,got dressed , Fed the kids ,let the Frank  out , brought Frank in .Fed Frank .Left to bring the kids to school and daycare .Came home , had a nap, woke up , cleaned , got stuff ready for basketball and Triple P . By now it was somewhere around 1pm and we had to head out to an assembly for Raidens award  for the month of January . So off we went . Raiden got the award of Optimisim .After the assembly we went to my moms and had a tea . After that we all went and got the twins and jaxx from daycare came back to my moms .After which we went and got the older two . When we got back we had dinner . packed up the younger three and headed out to Triple P . While my mom and sister brought the older two to basketball .

Tuesday-
     We got up , Got everyone where they needed to go .After which Aiden and I brought the younger three shopping .Then we came home had lunch and got things ready for dinner .When the kids got home , my mom came and got Avianna for the night . We had rice and chicken for dinner . After dinner We  put together Raidens model car .

Wednesday-

Aiden and I got up and dressed and fed the kids and the dog . We then git everyone to moms ,and brought the older two to school and mom brought us to drop the younger three to daycare .Once everyone was where they needed to be my mom drove us to Aidens moms  to help her pack . At 2:50 we went and picked everyone up from school and daycare. We ended having spaghetti for dinner .

Thursday-

        We got up ,Aiden got everyone fed and dressed. I walked Avianna to school ,came home , cleaned .Made KD gor lunch . The kids watched Alpha and Omega after a meltdown or two. After which we walked to get the older two. Once we got home we started the insanity of school valentines for all the kids friends .We had hotdogs for dinner. 😝
watched marley and me 😢and got the kids ready for bed .

Friday- Today was 100th day at school so.. the kids came home with a hundered of something Avianna had a snack mixture because I geuss her teacher made 100th day "soup" . Raiden came home with stickers and things .Also report cards came home . Avianna is doing good still haven't read Raidens .We helped Aidens mom pack today . We got lots done . Then picked the kids up and came home. We had Pizza for dinner . After which everyone got their PJs on and watched a movie before going to bed.

Anxiety and Christmas

Sooo.. I've been having some serious writers block the last little while . Its been driving me nuts. I geuss its just part of the chaos of my life . Im mean 5 kids multiple things to do that don't include your bills ect. And then theres the sometimes debilitating side effects of depression and anxiety .

Truthfully  winter break didn't help that much .Not that I didn't know anyone at the Christmas dinners and things . It's more  the amount of people and/or noise . Theres a certaim point my body just wants everything to stop .(its usually between 9-10) You know that point where the kids are supposed to be in bed but have to go pee because they just drank their third glass of water , because they're trying not to go to bed .

I mean don't get me wrong Christmas was great ! We saw people the kids got TONS  of gifts . We all had fun and Aiden and I even got to spend New Years child free 😮
at his moms . I just like small get togethers  thats all.😝

All in all Christmas break was pretty great a little over whelming at times but  awsome . The most important part is the kids had fun .. which minus having to help clean their rooms and things I really think they did .

A year later ...

Hi, so I haven't been on in almost two years because well my life has been chaos .

And heres why:

After big Dan went to the hospital ,he ended up in heart surgery and then a coma . Dan Wayne Clark Sr. Died March 22, 2015

So away we ( his mother and I) went planning a funeral and burrying the father of my children .

Fast forward to the end of August 2015 the bank sells the house we are renting and we end up living with my mother until the new year  when we finally find a house . I live here with my children from January 1st until March 21 2016 , when once again my life was turned upside down .

Our social worker decided that my children needed to be removed from their home. For to this day unexplained reasons . We've been to a few court dates and and have 2 children home perminantly. We have visits with the other 3 for now . We are hoping to have everyone home for christmas. Oh yea luckily my children are staying with my mother through all of this .

Okay so now you are probably wondering who we actually is . His names Aiden , and well we are engaged .I know it seems fast for some but its not . We've been friends for years, and liked each ither , just never said anything .Its a really cute long story that I'll get into at another time .We will be getting married 100% on Saturday April 14, 2018.Our wedding theme is Batman and We are All  beyond excited .