Anxiety and Christmas

Sooo.. I've been having some serious writers block the last little while . Its been driving me nuts. I geuss its just part of the chaos of my life . Im mean 5 kids multiple things to do that don't include your bills ect. And then theres the sometimes debilitating side effects of depression and anxiety .

Truthfully  winter break didn't help that much .Not that I didn't know anyone at the Christmas dinners and things . It's more  the amount of people and/or noise . Theres a certaim point my body just wants everything to stop .(its usually between 9-10) You know that point where the kids are supposed to be in bed but have to go pee because they just drank their third glass of water , because they're trying not to go to bed .

I mean don't get me wrong Christmas was great ! We saw people the kids got TONS  of gifts . We all had fun and Aiden and I even got to spend New Years child free 😮
at his moms . I just like small get togethers  thats all.😝

All in all Christmas break was pretty great a little over whelming at times but  awsome . The most important part is the kids had fun .. which minus having to help clean their rooms and things I really think they did .

JUST POPPING BY

Hi so today I'm just popping by ..What have I been up to? Well the twins had their first birthday ,my mom had her 60th birthday !! And we had the joys of dealing with our first (none existant ) head lice scare on top of tball games . Oh and wedding planning !when?? Aug.30th 2014 Then theres all this baby planning going on.. I have pre op today then my csections monday morning @ 9:30 .I'll fill you in with all of this over the next few weeks ..:)

Sorry for going MIA and the Craziness of Easter weekend

Hi sorry I disappeared for a while it's been an uneventful yet eventful few weeks .Mom ended up having a diabetic reaction  and fell out of bed once they finally finished moving my Aunt .After all which took most of the week before Easter .

Easter weekend I got sick then my sister mom and Dan all got sick. And now Raiden and Avianna are sick. We did manage to at least have an Easter egg hunt and things at moms though. Which was fun minus myself being sick .I'm finally functioning normally again .

Oh and mom fell and ended up going to the hospital Easter weekend as well. Nothings broken she just screwed her back up . Which is still just as bad . Today (April 28th) Raiden didn't go to school thanks to this gross bug going around . So he's kind of been a snuggle bug all day and just blah.

This week is filled with appointments. Our first was today with Roxanne we discussed goals and she helped us figure out recreational activity type things for the kids. We're thinking of putting Raiden in soccer and Avianna in Gymnastics. The twins we're hoping to get into swim lessons .Actually I want all the kids in swim lessons for safety reasons and well because generally Dan and I are out numbered .

So hopefully wee can do all of this during the summer and we'll all be kept busy because with school and everything now . We kind of have this unwritten unspoken routine and I'd like to replace it with something during the summer. Well  at least the school part has to be replaced lol